these days i feel slightly detached from reality and the world and human beings and all that. i sit at home, work, surf the internet, work, eat, work, sleep, work; and the days go by without anyone calling me or writing me. after a while it becomes quite annoying that i always have to be the one picking up that damned phone or composing that damned email... whatever.

i've some commissions, some plans, some problems.

and i'm grumpy.